[Outside]
on the other side of a window
on which breath condensed periodically,
someone sat
chest static,
in an empty room,
it didn't have a mask,
yet
the face unseeable,
a black void
devoid of any sensation,
like an animal in captivity
ready to die,
it looked already dead,
it didn't breathe for need,
it was a mechanism,
fake like
a doll.
everything until that moment felt alright,
i felt a sharp pain in my
chest,
i couldn't breathe,
the window vanished
and yet it's effects were still there,
i couldn't touch
i couldn't feel,
everyone looked,
and yet,
only i could see myself.
-340
[Snow]
and it falls over his body,
while he lays there,
his soul
as devout as a face eating snake,
nothing could change it
as his mind rotted,
under the sky
the rain could at times timely correct him,
but such
would not fix the mistakes he made,
over and over in the little charade of life,
it experienced death before passing.
i watched over him
as years passed,
i hoped
as my will passed away,
you can't change the snow
as the rain can't change you for more than a day.
-340
[Human Touch]
Opening up the courtains, i felt a certain
uncertainty,
Trees breathing, grass flowing and flowers
dancing,
i have also seen smoke,
disgusting smoke
trying to deflower,
it felt far enough.
"stay away" i muttered to myself,
as
the black fume approached,
slowly propagating
everywhere,
i wanted to vanish,
the black fume didn't let me.
-340
